its only tough when people around you choose to listen to the media and peers than to hear from a direct source of experience. "bear with it ,its just 4 more months",
its more of a choice for not choosing to bear with it.

someone wake me up from this dream

die from a broken heart.

Sometimes I wonder if you really know
how much I love you

14 months to reality.

my life had been real stagnant for the past 10 months.

we are all young men with big dreams in life trying too hard to be soldiers.

So vast is art, so narrow human wit.

system

2 years for losers in life to get a big ego boost and shine in life for once in their life time.
now i get what this system is made for.

national service, sian.